So, it stands to reason that, since I only work short hours on a part-time type of schedule, I would have achieved so much more, right? Not so. In fact, I'm twenty-five pounds heavier now, I eat rather poorly, and, despite the fact that I've been off work for about one month now, today was the first day that I managed to get myself out for a run.
I have noticed that this is a trend - at the busiest times of my life, I am more productive and get it all done. At quieter times in my life, when I have ample time, I seem to have less...motivation or energy or, whatever.
So why is this?I think it's because having so much time partially lulls me into a sense of complacency, a feeling of "I'll do it tomorrow, I've got all day!". And partially, I think it's not having a schedule, not having to schedule things into my day or week means everything gets pushed back until I don't know where to begin, and so, I simply don't begin.
Okay, I don't want to beat myself up. We all know that self-recrimination and regret is futile at best, and destructive at worst. And in truth, although I haven't been super productive, I am pleased by the things that I have gotten done so far, and I have a clear vision for more things I want to achieve over the next two months.
Armed with my vision and my self knowledge, I will accomplish these items!
To Do, To Do
- front yard garden - pull up the nasty plants, get some nicer ones in there
- back yard garden - weed it!
- lead hikes (ongoing)
- eat better
- exercise more regularly
- get back into photography
DONE!
- I have led and will continue to lead group hikes in Gatineau Park
- I planted a nice garden in my back yard - tomatoes, celery and onions
- Got my dental stuff taken care of
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